please god help me . i know its wrong to had a crush on besty but what can i do ? we all love totally the same person . can you guys believe that my friends and i had fall in love with the same person ? no , its not a joke , not even a gimmick , its true . im not daydreaming and not even having a nightmare , althought i hope so . its about feeling , you never know when you can feel it . its hard to handle , of course with care . im not that desperate but it came by without any notification plus im also dont like to breakout my friends heart . i felt so guilty to love a person that they crushed on eventhought i know they loved him . im used to be patient about my feeling and i dont even bother to let anyone to read what was happen to mine . if there is a scar who scratch it , if it swollen who cure it . no , no one knows , none , never .
